im just a bad actress with a shady script.all of my lines are cheap and the cast is weak.there was no music for the first time i fall for you.you Tormented me.last thursday,(that was only two days ago by the way) was the day when i really felt like my world is falling on me.im fcuking pissed,angry & definately hurt.dinch meet him so as usual,fizzah was with me.had our dinner together then window shop.it was great.from one shop to another~well,i just cant forget the addidas women perfume that i sprayed on fizzah's hand.it has this fruity smell.gosh.im in love with the smell/i want that perfume.i want it badly.so badly.sooo badly.so so so badly.if only miracles can happen.. =)
i really hate hypocrites.seriously.2 faced people.will always act super sweet infront of me but actually cursing me all the way behind my back.i mean cmon la.donch u people have better things to do?why make yourself busy by doing stuffs like this?i've come across so many of 'these' people in my life but never i thought that it may come from my own friends too.yes.YOU people.always trying to act so sweet and innocent infront of me but then..sigh.only god noes.i cant deny the fact that i can get pretty sensitive but hey,im human too.im not a saint or anything.i do have feelings.anyway,im not gonna say much in this entry.im just gonna act normal around u guys-be my usual self i guess.act gullible towards some things maybe.
its time for me to see who my true friend really is.
in conclusion,i trust no one.no one.
apart from my best friend. & HIM. =)
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